December 2011
1 post
November 2011
5 posts
October 2011
3 posts
"I just want a boyfriend!"
Perhaps one of the most common complaints I’ve had in the past 5 years of my life (Judy would confirm).
And now,for the first time in my adult life I’m not complaining about how much I want a boyfriend,I’m having fun.I’m drinking beer I love, I’m writing again,exercising and not being a self-loathing cry-fest of a girl-woman.
And now you decide to show up?
Now?
Birth control and booze
I will perpetually be a girl-women :P
September 2011
2 posts
1 tag
:D
today…was a good day. And as weird as that sounds coming from me ( I think i cried everyday last week) I think I’m finally learning to live for myself.
This revelation has been born from a series of mishaps, but I’m so happy, I don’t even care :D
August 2011
4 posts
Things i want now:
a super yummy hot chocolate (with extra whipped cream)
cuddle time with Sugar
dangly earrings
an official opinion on the feathers-in-hair craze
a clean room
painted fingernails
aaaannnnd time to finally organize my life (via external hard drive and otherwise).
Hello?
hello friends’n’family!
i’ve been away for so long,but i’ve decided to make the time to share my life again….so beginning tomorrow, i’ll start posting shit again.
thank you loves,
natasha
January 2011
1 post
“ well,I have to get off the phone now because I’m going to eat bacon”
– Crystal [fucking] Cashdolla
December 2010
1 post
November 2010
4 posts
September 2010
10 posts
August 2010
12 posts
Confession:
the days before i left while we sat on the couch i just wanted to grab and cuddle you. sometimes when i think about your new friends i become insanely jealous. i wish we were us. the feeling of being replaced is painful.
WWLD?
Breanna : What do you think Leartis would be like?
Natasha : Probably mean, a real jerk.
Breanna : ...Yeah. Who do you think he would get along with best? I think you would get along really well.
Natasha : Yeah,hahaha, because we're both mean.
Breanna : Well, yeah, because he's a jerk and you like to talk about jerks and pretend that you're not one.So, i think he would get along with you.
things i want now:
an iced coffee [that won’t keep me up all night]
a boy in my bed [that will keep me up all night]
french fries
a night out with my roomies [let’s go back to last summer?]
a new cell phone
and…a weekend getaway :D
“YOU ARE THE CUTEST BOY EVER.”
July 2010
2 posts
The [im]Perfectly Perfect day
I love books that have a deckle edge.
I guess i kind of just adore the imperfectness (albeit it manufactured..) and i have certainly come to love the unexpected quirks from these incongruencies. and it’s far more interesting when a conglomeration of these quirks comes in people form. sort of a compilation of odds and ends, imperfect, but perfect still.
I’ve possibly had the best day...
June 2010
11 posts
i never should have idealized you.